As I'm coming to the end of a very busy day of making sure everything I am doing is on track, I find myself wondering why I drove myself at such a pace today?
Why did I feel the need to try to finalize so much instead of taking the time to breath an enjoy each of the tasks as I was doing them?
Am I still trying to prove myself? And if so to who?
As I check in with myself I feel okay (now). Maybe a peice of me thrives on chaos? Needs to be driven by a sense of urgency? Or perhaps I am trying to do everything I want to do and more... all at once?
As I reflect on my day today I know that I must just take time for myself.
To play.
To recharge.
To just be and know all that I do will be done whenever it gets done.
I know in my Self this is not the type of day I am used to, I am relatively a laid back person and perhaps today was just a reminder to BREATHE...
So I will leave it alone, sign off, play with my beautiful childern, and take a nice soak in the tub tonight, with a book or not. And breathe...
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